Woke up at the midnight, horrified, sweated
and I was breathing hardly. Still remember that nightmare. I was running away …can’t remember why or from
what, all I remember is that I was terrified; running at somewhere like a
subway tunnel, then there were some stairs in front of me up into nowhere,
every step that I took up I looked back and I to my terrorized wonder I saw the
one that was behind was vanishing away slowly, like a plodding invisibility. Then
I saw you, standing there, in the dark, and asking for my hands. I was crying, trying
to tell you that I could not come back and fetch you. But you were not
listening at all, just staring at me with your demanding eyes. Suddenly I knew
that I’m just blurring out some vague sounds, not a single word of my speech was
clear. Then I started screaming and…then
woke up…
p.s: Just because I’m losing, doesn’t
mean I’m lost…
